February 2011
Last night.
I hope everyone had fun. I put a lot into that party. Probably too much. Unfortunately, I had to sacrifice me having a good time to make sure things ran smoothly. I just really hope the people that attended had a great time. I feel bad for being a bitch to random people I don’t know, but it had to be done. I almost got into a fight. That was fun. Cops were patrolling like crazy and we had to...
I'm in the pursuit of happiness
It’s hard, but I’ll get there.
My friends refuse to let me be sad around them.
It’s definitely a mood and confidence booster that my real friends care so much about me that they would do anything to see me smile.
Thanks so much.
I love you all.
I don't know.
I hate having this fucked up attitude. I feel like I’m bringing everyone around me down. I haven’t taken my meds in forever. I can tell that it’s affecting me more and more especially when I get deep into my lows. I’m over-analyzing everything and everyone. I’m snapping at people. I’ve overly sensitive. I’m not saying much to anyone. I’m pushing...
Isn't it funny?
That it’s so costly to be a “hipster” and the point is to look like you don’t have much money.
Random thought.
Next check I'm getting an OBEY snapback.
Fucks with it.
Ellie Goulding—Your Biggest Mistake
...
I hate the feeling of knowing you're growing apart...
It sucks.
Jealous and paranoid, yes.
shay15:
When some bitch posted on his wall and I’m like
So I check on the bitch’s profile. Her wall, info, pictures, etcetera.
Then I realized I’m prettier than her and I’m like
Rant.
What 20 year man bitches about not being invited to a BIRTHDAY party? Really? I don’t get it. You’re all butt-hurt because I didn’t invite you to avoid drama. Then. You see me, could’ve just nipped everything in the bud right then and there and what do you do? You sit there and say nothing. You have my number, if not, we have PLENTY of mutual friends you could’ve...
Rilo Kiley—With Arms Outstretched.
Today is a Kate Nash kind of day.
Sorry for neglecting you Tumblr.
“And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye”
– Sweetest Goodbye by Maroon 5
Now Who's My Bitch?
It’s great to know that I have the upper hand. Keep trying to fuck with me. I won’t be the nice, sweet girl that you thought I was. Every time I mention that I’m going back to the “old me”, people that know me from last year reply with an “Uh oh”, because it’s not pretty. I’m ruthless, careless, and heartless.
Things were so much easier that...
I'm not going to lie.
Whenever I slip back into my unhappy place and those horrible thoughts run through my mind. I think of my little brothers and how they would be affected by me being gone. I can’t leave them. I love them way too much.
The Funny Thing Is.
I can do SO much better than you. It’s awesome that you brought the bitch out in me now every one has to reap the consequences.
Well, anyone that tries to pursue me.
Painted my nails so they’ll be prettier when I flip you off.
:)
i'm not tough...
karaokeme:
its just that not many people can bring the sweet out of me.
La Roux—I’m Not Your Toy
Bitch.
